haha confucius say "dont wash your dirty linen in public"

so i shouldnt rant so much on this blog right. oh poor blog. haha i hope only my friends visit this blog and not other people i dont know and knowing too much stuff about me... haha i shouldnt blog so personal stuff. maybe somewhere else like livejournal or tabulas la hor hahahaha

anyway today we went to cake's house to rehearse our lit parody and more or less its quite settled la we finalised the script! (2 days before production) and i've memorisd about half my lines, which is quite good considering i took about 1 and a half days to do so. haha

and tomorrow i have a date! yay someone asked me out on a date haha tom ask me go bishan library study with him dynamics for physics quiz on monday and study ss for our eoys. haha i hope i can study properly and not go there and make alot of noise and eventually kena kicked out of the library! lol and after that ill go merrill's house to rehearse out lit play again. its 50% of our ca man! haha

so i think thats all for today la haha im very bored now.

wish me good luck for lit play! i think im gonna desecrate the rg uniform cos slau getting his sister's skirt for me to where i think lol i hope i wont enjoy wearing a skirt and eventually go roam changi village along with all the other cross dressers we saw at our chalet lol

haha im worrying alotalot about monday's lit parody play when we have to present, because i really have a ton of lines to memorise! haha im very worried about it and i want to start mugging during the weekend! but then have to memorise and rehearse so yeah la cannot mug lol first time hear me want to mug right! haha must be the influence of the mugger specs. quite pro eh hahahaha

today was the first time in a really really long time when we didnt have test. really quite refreshing cos dont feel depressed anymore from not doing well in test hahahaha the subjects should all be like ss when 1 assignment = 100% and so we'll put in our best efforts into doing the assignment and produces optimal results, not spam us with assignments and tests and expect us to do well!

oh and during pe today we were playing floorball then i was sitting on the astro getting up after just rolling in laughter when slau missed the open goal then jorel (yes, jorel) hit the floorball ball and his stick followed through and what into my face, in my right eye. haha lucky i dont have black eye la, or maybe i have black eye but my skin too dark so cannot see the black eye. haha now hurting quite alot
and today's training was quite good la aha i been practising long passing after jiaolian really criticised me very badly during monda training about my distance passing so today i passed really nice balls like 1 hand to hand from almost one end to the other end to tat wai woah really felt damn good. that showed jiaolian man! who says my passing sucks!?!?! then got several other good passes la haha so today was quite okay

anyway, waterpolo trainings have stopped until after eoys! haha they want us to mug leh so we shouldnt disappoint them. haha but its quite boring without trainings to look forward to. woosheng and shangcong were saying that if there were 2 vice capts i would be likely to get a vice capt role for polo right.. so i hope la. haha i will be damn committed la

and im still sore about not getting psl. everytime i see fong say fong i like just feel some lousy feeling because i feel betrayed by her. i always so nice to her cos i USED TO THINK that she acted for our benefit but now i know better, she's just a teacher whos biased against me. go and veto my psl application la, you good la! anyway she leaving ri already, so that's good. wont teach me again next year la i cant stand being in her class already cos ill just feel like every single sentence she says is just pure crap and i want to tell her to shutup. today she was talking in class about her being a teacher, she will give her students equal opportunity to do things and stuff like that. hah that was when i just laughed very sarcastically and very loud and said very loud "yeah la of course equal chance la. veto people psl application is called equal chance la, even after they treat you well." really damn angry with her

anyway, tomorrow's parent teachers' meeting! for all you sad souls out there whose parents are going, tell me so i can SUAN you! hahahaha lucky my parents not free...

ahh okay i dont want blog already. damn pissed with fong la

and im also very worried with the lit parody. wish us luck!

haha dad came back from china today

so that = have to practice more piano + more scoldings + chewing gum!

haha okay nvm random comment. haha anyway today was a mixed day la haha i got back my maths cct which was really screwed up cos i just mind blanked in the middle of the paper. haha so yeah that screwed up. then got back bio paper too, which i thought i would fail. and mind you, this paper was done at the start of last term i think, so yeah david court is really efficient at marking la hahahaha i got 23/35 for the paper, which in my class is above average, but in 3L its a really lousy result. you know why? cos they have law hock ling as their bio teacher, not david court. haha

and today was our new bayley exco first house meeting organised by us, so yeah personally i think it went really successful. but then again im not in a position to judge so just tell me how was it! haha oh and i got an award of "meritorious services to the house" for last year haha because I SINGLEHANDEDLY ORGANISED the bayley waterpolo team and called up everyone for training k! haha but we got third >< haha i think we did quite well for house meeting today lol

this coming monday is our lit parody assessment! howhowhowhowhow i havent even memorised any of my lines yet and i think i have alotalotalot of lines! haha and im wearing slau's sister's clothes now thats damn wrong! haha i dont know how they will be able to fit me lol but slau say can so hopefully can lor haha and we need to get a wig to make me look like samara

and today i had my first ct! haha yeah chinese ct paper 1 and we had to complete a gonghan in 40 minutes.. like so rushed can! haha i duno why i also mind blank in the middle of tests, and i like oh shit not again! haha but i tried this new trick that a friend taught me and hey! it worked! haha i duno whether its psychological or it really does affect my brain haha but it actually worked and thats what matters! haha so not bad! haha good method

lol i think the trick of not getting mind blank thing that my friend told me is just about believing in it, haha cos i dont think like that can unblock your mind already. hah maybe alot of things is just all about belief, about believing in what you do believing in yourself. haha i need to find that belief in myself.

anyway, another random comment. you know the green day song? i was listening to "wake me up when september ends" and like they damn stupid la, why they want wake up when september ends? when september ends that means cts are just around the corner! they damn stupid. cts so stressful

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this is how bored i am. haha what they mean by colourful language? o_O


anyway, today damn shiok. sleep early! whee goodnight!

ahh ponned training today to go to optician and collect my new glasses

lol my old ones have rusted and like woah after 1 and a half years of wearing contacts i finally need to wear glasses again because i think nowadays the chlorine is like collecting in my eye so everytime i go train itll hurt really really bad so after training ill just take off my contacts and wear specs! haha and i like my new specs cos it makes me look muggerish, which is great! haha i like looking mugger cos it helps to improve teachers' impression of you. lol

and today i got back the follow up quiz on the pt and as expected, i got 9/10. forgot to add direction and degree to the vector diagram lol i always forget so there flew my 1 mark again. haha anyway 9/10 is quite okay la

anyway today we had chinese so had to see fong again. cannot stand her la you know the sight of her and her shrill irritating voice just makes me boil. i think im the kind who is very trusting but once this trust is forfeited there is no way of getting it back. i tried my best to be nice to her and i got hurt in return. hurt really bad you know, where it really really hurts. stupid fong i just ignored her for most of the lesson and just did my work lol.

oh and linear law ta was really really easy haha i think i can get 9/10! cos i missed out the last question i spent too much time on the others then the (b) part of last question no time haha anyway im happy already cos it was easy. maybe next time i should mug more hahahaha thanks to the person who tutored me online hahahaha xD thankew

anyway, dinner. bye

haha i dont want my eyes to hurt, so im wearing glasses for the next few days! im only gonna wear contacts for polo. these few weeks eyes really pain. see la shows how much i train right! haha i want a post in polo...

hey thanks cake (tze ern).

haha i always knew you were really nice and sincere, and tonight you just cheered me up alot. haha i was actually venting my frustration on computer games by taking this character and whacking up alot of people lol.

anyway, thanks cake you really cheered me up cos we really opened up to each other and talked really sincerely and i think you're really a great friend. anyway thanks everyone who asked about me i know ive been like a little moody sometimes on my blog cos i try not to show it in school and everything. i guess its all the late nights and all the pressure plus all the confusion which is adding up to this.

about fong. i think sometimes she can be nice and everything and her intentions are really good la. but i guess after talking to cake i understand why she does all the things she does and just like is always against me. i do try to be nice and warm to her but she does not appreciate this. i will not be mean to her la, but i wont be nice and warm to her anymore. sometimes there is just so much betrayal i can take... anyway yeah.

i guess im blessed to have so many nice people around me, so many people who are really sincere friends who will be there to support you in times of criss. tom, cake, slau, yanzhi, all are the kind who will never desert a friend. i really am blessed. thank you.

aiyah...

i not psl leh! wahh i bet its fong who gave me all the bad comments and veto-ed my psl application thats why even when kelvin yap went to recommend me to miss sim also cannot. i treat her so well in class and she nags and nags and nags at me i dont mind, i still treat her well. then she come do this to me la. fine lor, quite pissed with her already. she want me to treat her the way merrill does without respect then its fine with me. nvm la want to rant to someone but alot of people offline so nvm i dont like fong cos she very bad to me, even though i tolerate alot of her nagging and incessant scolding and still treat her so civilly.

anyway.

tomorrow is maths test on linear law. it was postponed from this monday because 3Q were not aware of it so have to take tomorrow, after i prepared on sunday and got TUITION from a friend online lol so kind to tutor a slow student like me xD

and today was english argumentative essay test and it was a breeze la cos all the practice from learning lab plus the fact that i wrote half my essay at home already just to leave myself with just nice enough to complete during the period so that i could slowly develop my points... haha teacher gave us the topics to think about and told us not to write at home. but i guess my ear that day got problem la cannot hear properly lor. haha

oh and i just received my lines for lit parody from slau and im supposed to memories tons of lines by monday. wow i have trouble memorising chinese hanzis and you expect me to memorise those? haha i DIE! and im cross dressing too and im supposed to laugh in a female voice and sing in a female voice. lol and um walk like a female and dance like a female. ohman this is really too difficult for me

haha today was a really crappy day again cos like couldnt keep focused during lessons mind just sort of wandered off probably because i slept at 130am this morning again lol really really tired. anyway we had meeting today to rehearse for our house meeting on thursday when the exco of 2007 will officially be shown to all the bayleyeans haha and im sports capt! which means i take charge of track and field, swimming, x-country (oh no...), and the house carnivals, which comprise of around 10 sports. lol thats quite significantly more work compared to my this year stuff, which i was waterpolo ic, house cip organising comm, and took part in alot alot of sports events hahahaha oh and of course debates! best speaker for my 2nd debate thank you thank you xD ahaha

anyway, i think im fine la i didnt make the psl cos of FONG

now i know the reason. im sure lor ive been like being so guai for the whole of this past year and i think i prove my capability already. maybe its just too little too late la and must be fong just dont like me la, she duno how to appreciate those students who treat her well lor. well then fine. dont treat her well. hah =P i can be very mean if i want to

noooo how could hady win!

you know.. sometimes there are just those times when you feel so frustrated with yourself and just feel so useless.

maybe now is the time im feeling like that.

today training was really screwed up my contact lens were really hurting in my eyes and we had to do swimming time trials today, and keepers had to swim breaststroke. like breast for what! we use free in polo what and thats what we've been training then suddenly make us swim breast. so naturally we will swim slow la then we kena scolded badly by jiaolian, with alot of f-words. woah felt damn lousy already then

after that we had match and like i couldnt see in 1 eye already so my passes werent exactly good... but they werent bad to that extent as to warrant jiaolian directing many more f-words my way! ahh i got damn pissed and frustrated with myself and i didnt know exactly what to do. adding on to that, i didnt exactly do well for chem because my teacher told us that the test was on acids bases and salts but came out it was on bloody mole concept which i didnt study for. what a good job

maybe im just not meant to do this. now i am rethinking this question again. should i play polo in jc? i have harboured huge dreams of playing polo for singapore one day, winning the sea games with the national team. yet is this colossal dream just too much for me to keep it burning? i find myself in school just trying hard to just look at the teacher and pay the slightest attention. and after that during training i just cant focus because im feeling so bloody tired from the night before doing all my work. maybe im just not cut out for this. i dont know. im feeling really confused now and i really dont know what i should do. perhaps i can only take up to here but i am aiming for plateaus that are way beyond me.

but what i was quite pissed about too was how jiaolian was screaming f-words at me when i try so hard and yet im like blinded in one eye and i cant even see properly yet he just keeps screaming those expletives at me. anyway he was saying i was slow. i showed him then... during match there was this long ball and i chionged like some siao rocket because i was really pissed and wanted to show him that i am not slow. i play so hard and i train hard too yet this happens. just cant figure it out.

on a slightly different note, i think i face a moral dilemma.

in polo, there is someone who didnt make the b div boys team this year when he was really expecting to. at that time, his confidence was just shattered and now its still in pieces. sometimes when he is doing shooting i just want to let his shot in, just to give him that extra boost of confidence, just to keep him loving what he is doing. yet this is not completely a good thing, because i am giving him false confidence, i am bluffing him, and bluffing myself. i just dont know what to do la.


anyway, thanks blog for being there for me to rant. today was just overwhelmingly pissifying and everyone's studying for their tests and exams and whatnot so i guess i just had to rant it all to the blog eh haha

and tomorrow theres argumentative essay test.

oh no

yay! i must dedicate this post to someone who has helped me through math

now i very high, cos i understand linear law! yay! haha

now that's part of the problem solved. the other part... chem. but then again, i sitting beside tedric! so another problem solved. lol

haha and english debate. okay that one unsolvable. i die! hahahaha

anyway, goodnight! thanks for teaching me math! hahaha :D

this is now a really test-y period for me.


haha anyway, go jleong! win 1 for our kind of people!

wahh i really am a mugger of the lowest grade hahahaha

i told myself TODAY IM GONNA STUDY CHEM acids bases and salts. then as usual, me being the pig that i am, woke up at 11am again! haha and i missed xiaolin showdown on kids central! noooooooo haha anyway i woke up and ate my breakfast. then before i could think of studying, my mom said "hey, your glasses are getting very old already... let's go get you a new pair of glasses!" oops there went my day of mugging. haha

so anyway, we went bedok to get a new pair of glasses for me, went bedok so far cos thats usually the optician where i go and make my glasses/contacts la then i went there and tried out alot of new glasses. and some of them were really like obiang you know, like those kind that you see the malays on the streets wearing.. some ahbengs were those too and i was like "woah i wear this look like malay. woah i wear that look like malay. OH SHIT! i think i myself look like malay!" hahahaha tragic realisation that i look like a malay. lol

anyway i chose a pair of decent muggerish looking specs and made GLASS frames, yes glass. haha i duno how long they'll last though maybe they'll break and give me an excuse to change glasses hahahaha i think people should see me in my glasses they would totally change their opinions of me la.

haha then my mom wanted to go borders at wheelock place so there went another 2 hours of my mugging time. lol (you get the idea how lousy a mugger i am) i just wasted my time away reading autobiographies and biographies (yes mrs maas would praise me for that) of people like frank lampard and alan shearer. haha

when i finally got home, i started to take out my chem textbook and chem worksheets and started reading. then read read read after like an hours i still didnt get much of it. maybe my mind wasnt into it la i was thinking of other stuff like tonight's newcastle vs everton and tomorrow's debate assessment during english. haha anyway you get the idea.

after some time then i went to talk to merrill on msn. then he told me "tomorrow chem is open book test. so i not mugging" and i realised OH MAN I REALLY AM STUPID hahahaha since open book i can just sit beside tedric and see which page he turn to then i just go to that page and source for answers la! wahh really stupid me hahahaha never mind la at least i know more stuff about acids bases salts... though not much more la

haha so now im slacking on the com and trying to understand linear law (yes i know it really is very easy but i was dreaming in class so i dont get it!) so if anyone knows, please do help me! haha tomorrow theres ta, chem test (25%), and english debate! alot of stuff on

so wish me good luck! haha i hope i do well! haha

oh and maybe ill be wearing my glasses more now since they're not so old and rusted and everything... especially when my eyes really hurt alot after training with all the chlorine inside haha so maybe people will get a glance of me as a GUAIGUAI mugger-looking boy! i think you really will be shocked. haha

today

my last year class 2L met up again, though not under the most favourable of conditions. met up at 4pm at novena mrt to go kk hospital and visit yinkwan.

but first, i met tom and will at orchard road to get something for yinkwan first. haha we wondered around like lost sheep not knowing where to go before will led us to kinokuniya. then me and tom just walked around aimlessly while will started browsing immediately, like he goes there all the time. hahahaha

finally we went taka and got a soft toy doggy after finding the childrens' department and the soft toy section (after several failed attempts to do so) ahah. then met up with the rest of the class at novena at 4pm. we started waiting at the taxi stand for the shuttle bus to kk before we realised that we were all extremely smart... cos the shuttle bus service only operated from mondays to fridays!

so we took bus to kk and went to visit yinkwan. haha and we went as like one big group like more than 10 people and went up to yinkwan's ward. i dont think we were supposed to have so many people up there since that wasnt the visiting hours, but nobody cared anyway. haha

then we stayed there for about 1.5 hours and just cracked jokes and made him happy. hahaha he told us he was still in shock after talking to mr david court (our very loved biology teacher) for a long time so he was stil kinda traumatised about how he was told about david court's long long life story and how he was when he got hospitalised blahblah haha but aiyah nothing to worry about la hes fine la just some food poisoning and thats all la

haha after that we went united square (a place i dont know very well la hor) and ate dinner there then we all went home. and hahahaha they were asking me how to go to the mrt underpass then i told them the correct way and gave them a smile then they dont dare believe me! hahaaha i reverse psychology them hahahaha WORKS EVERY TIME

haha i think today was a really great display of the class spirit that we have fostered between us since our first days in raffles because when one of us goes down, the rest will go and support him. i duno im just feeling really high about my last year class and our close bonding. haha wouldnt trade it for anything in the world. alright, almost anything. haha

oh and btw. please do link our batch ri waterpolo blog!

we need to revive it! haha

yinkwan is hospitalised... get well soon! please please get well

and today my day was more or less just sleepwalking

slept at 130am last night preparing for debates and woah damn tired now hahahaa at its 12am now. and best thing is that i stayed up to prepare for a debate that wasnt today! haha tom didnt come school today so we couldnt have our debate. but anyway had good chats with people online la haha so not wasted!

haha today was a short day la (as all fridays are) so not as tiring as other days la. after school i had polo training and again polo training makes my day. its the time when im surrounded by all my "brudders" hahahah and we all just have loads of fun! haha and i really want to be in polo exco cos that'll be really nice... even though i only joined at the start of sec 2. haha

and i guess tomorrow we'll be visiting yinkwan at kk as our last year class, so i hope he does get well soon! heard he got severe gastric but i hope nothing much la and he'll be okay la haha HOPEFULLY

ahh okay i dont want blog anymore! im dead tired

a second holocaust?

yes, moe are bent on destroying the ge programme!

read at channel news asia! click here

oh and i heard ri next year sec 3s (now sec 2s) are gonna be mixed, no gep and non gep! that means we will be the last batch of ri geps! at first we were from thinkers, leaders and pioneers we are now the very last surviving members of a kind that is soon going to be extinct! haha okay im exaggerating it. haha so our juniors will be DILUTED! HAHA okay im kidding im kidding non gep people who read my blog dont take offence hor im just kidding! hahahaha

maybe they just want us to be more EXPRESSIVE...

haha today was BORING BORING BORING

2 tests today, physics and chinese. physics can get quite high la, chinese if pass i happy hahahaha everyone all say hard even those who took before our class. (oops? im not supposed to know anything before i took it right) and we had no time to finish the chinese paper lor...

and yeah im feeling better already la after last night i felt damn lousy haha sleeping on it really does help people forget about unhappy stuff... haha i guess life does have its trips and falls, but everyone has to help one another along the way and get through all these.

ahh but tomorrow there is debates and theres no one to help me through it! we have debates part of some stupid english curriculum that is gonna fail me especially with my teacher now... from an A student i have dropped to a C+ student or so just because of the teacher.

anyway, someone told me how to solve mental block already! haha okay im gonna use that next time! (though i hope there wont be a next time leh)

haha and i just ate dinner... hah i so poor thing right eat dinner so late! and im not considered very small sized either! hahahaha okay nvm random

anyway, tomorrow there's training! i love training, cos it brings me away from all the troubles and worries. just do my best and (ill be really pro!) enjoy myself. hahahaha plus we have a really bonded team this year, and an awesome keeper (that's me la) haha and a coach whos trying to teach us dirty underwater tricks now lol

hope tomorrow will be an even better day!

wish me good luck for debates tomorrow! haha

today was a crappy day.

dont want to talk about it

only good thing was polo training and 27/30 for ss pt which is 100% of ca

i think im gonna fail math i blanked out again in the middle of the test and i just like mind block shit how to do then at the end i just figured out everything but no time already! thats why my last question i surely get correct cos i just realised like wow so easy... but DAMN its only 2 marks. out of 27! and the rest i just rushed through a little by little and OH MAN this sucks!

and after that i punched the wall during lunch cos i was really pissed then ouch now got bruise. man what kind of rotten day is this! and polo was satisfying la could just turn all this frustration into extra strength and just jump higher and further. but i think i sprained my neck or something now really really pain.

shit today sucks.

auspicium melioris aevi, hope for a better age (tomorrow)

okay i still dont get math. and it is 1118pm now.

oh no, die liao. im going offline to mug!

havent worked so hard since preparing for lit peer teaching...

oh wait! that was just last week. okay nvm hahahaha

wish me luck! i havent touched physics yet

aiyah today not only burn midnight oil, is burn morning oil also.

WISH ME LUCK! xD

another piece of good news for me!

chem titration test (yes the one i got L6 12/12 = 100% for) makes up 25% of my ca! hahahaha =P lol fixing results for titration really does pay off even if someone like myself doesnt possess the elegant skills of titration. lol

and tomorrow is physics quiz and math cct! howhowhow im drowning! all my waterpolo trainings cant save me from the inevitable fact that im gonna drown in both math and physics... stupid why did they have to hold it on the same day! aiyooo die already

haha im super super worried now today i went for the math "voluntary extra lesson" on log and i realised that hey there are many many questions i duno how to do so my aim to get more than 70% for this cct has been revised to passing hahahahaha (i was kidding about the 70% part)

today we just had alot of crappy periods like lit, which was spent on peer-teaching again, since like mid last term, and chinese, which was spent irritating fong. lol. hope tomorrow i will be feeeling happy rather than sad.. especially since my mom will kill me if my math doesnt improve! haha she's now going "your mother is a math teacher leh but you almost fail (alright, i failed the ct) math!" haha im gonna die at the end of the year

oh and announcement on my blog! im taking math period 5 tomorrow and physics period 2 tomorrow! who want to be my good friend! bestestbestest friend like we love to talk to each other about anything and everything that kind of friend! hahahaha xD i hope you catch my drift

so wish me good luck! i really need it you know. aiyah sorry la today crappy post dont feel like blogging properly just today like woah damn kancheong leh tomorrow got 2 tests!

ahh see tow is gonna die tomorrow!

aiya i feeling sick... bad cough. but im high and happy!

haha today was quite boring... until something made my day!

and it just had to come at 330pm, when the day was almost over...

but hey, im not complaining! guess who got 12/12 for chem titration test?

hah i bet you guess anyone but me! but really is me! i got 12! lol i guess fixing the results for titration really does pay off eh? 12/12 = 100% and so i can afford to fail CT and still pass overall... lol okay kidding i wont fail! or at least i hope i wont... lol

haha oh and something else good happened today! during our first bayley exco meeting mr kelvin yap (our house teacher) said that he can recommend me for psl! maybe i can get in hahahaha i didnt ask for it lor... woah how come so many people trying to help me get into psl? xD hahahaha but im not placing my hopes too high la

so being so high and happy i went for training. and woah feeling damn good man played quite well again today... hah they always say that you have to psyche yourself up and be really really angry to play well, but hey i play well all the same when im happy hahahaha okay maybe im weird. lol

heh but im a downright asshole during matches against other schools... haha i remember at u18 cos i was pissed with the hwachong idiot who elbowed yinrong's nose that i was being really assholic and like when the ball was behind me and hwachong's corner (yes, it was after i saved one on one muahahahaha) i just looked around and acted as if i didnt see the ball until ref told me to pass the ball to them then i pass and plop landed 1 metre away from me when the guy was about 10 metres away. LOL even the ref started laughing at me hahahaha

and tomorrow waterpolo training cancelled cos wednesday is math cct and physics quiz so everyone mugging at home dont want go training lol i think i should mug too hahahah if not i lose out! aiyooo lol work hard work hard mug hard! cannot go online anymore

oh and newcastle eventually won west ham! 2-0! yay! hahahaha this morning i sent a message to yejie to suan him about it... hahaha im so mean =P

oh and tomorrow is some bayley newsletter phototaking thing lol

anyway, wish me luck for the psl thing! i really want leh... haha so much for not getting my hopes up eh? pslpslpslpsl

yes! and newcastle are leading! damien duff with the goal

haha i think im spamming posts every night and ill reach 200 soon! xD

1-0 now and i think im gonna sleep! hahahaha super high now

nows the 57th minute. and anyway...

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haha yay i finally changed the picture on my blog!

got sick and tired of looking and shearer and his hairy legs

so changed to the new toon hero! damien duff! hahahaha

okay tonight west ham vs newcastle!

this chaota guy inherited shearer's number 9 shirt... so he better score!

ahh today we went to thomson area to do our chinese project

did on food, a topic that i very much love... hahahaha

met up at j8 first, with peng, tzern and merrill. then we walked around j8 before going to best denki cos merrill wanted to get his ipod video. but the best denki guy said they only had black ipod videos at the moment and so merrill didnt buy cos he said he was racist... hahahaha

then we took bus 52 to opposite thomson plaza there and walked to the famous roti prata shop and sat down. then peng took out his videocam and started to on it. then it flickered on, before flickering off again. he said "aiyah no battery". then merrill and tzern started screaming at him lol. then he said "not my fault! i charged! for 15 minutes before i came out!" hahahaha then that was when both of them started getting really pissed at him LOL

and i had to act peacemaker, and tell everyone to cool down. as you should know, when i start playing the role of a peacemaker, the situation will be pretty desperate, because i dont usually play the role of a peacemaker. lol hahahaha and tzern very pissed now cos he waited for us at j8 for 2 and a half hours cos he went there straight after church lol

anyway we used merrill's 2.0 megapixel camera in his nokia n70 phone (hahahaha i sound like im running an advertisement here) and took a video of the indian guy cooking the prata. then we bought an egg prata and did a short talk about the prata while merrill used his phone to record and then we ate the egg prata. and i paid for it! im such a nice person can. lol

oh and i saw a friend at the prata shop there too. haha didnt know it was so famous leh... like woah can coincidentally meet friends there also hahahaha

anyway, we crossed the road after that to the kampong chicken rice store opposite. and of course, being law abiding citizens, we walked to the overhead bridge 200m away (AS IF!). haha then tzern ordered chicken rice and i did a short talk and introduction to the chicken rice while merrill recorded again and after that tzern ate his lunch, which was the chicken rice we ordered.

haha and after that tzern, merrill and peng went home in a taxi. hahahaha merrill and tzern were still kinda pissed with peng for not charging his videocam and started threatening not to share taxi with him lol and i crossed the road (the overhead bridge?) and went to takeaway another egg prata home and took a bus home. lol hahahaha fun day... or thats only because i didnt get pissed with peng lol.

oh and i think prata is really really nice! haha i remember last time i hated prata cos my dad always made me eat it with curry... cos i hate curry with all its spices. now haha i eat prata with tons and tons of sugar and wow it is heavenly food!

ha so anyway, i think i didnt put on much weight today, contrary to expectations. wanted to eat much more but aiya merrill's phone battery ran out.

oh and i did this survey a long time ago...

and i think there is something wrong with my sexual orientation leh

Your Brain is 73% Female, 27% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

but dont pass judgement on me yet! matthew got 80% female

and another person, elizabeth choy, war heroine, has just left us.

damn this dreaded month of september.

wake me up when september ends.

just returned from my mom's nus 20th anniversary gathering

shes from some batch of '86 chem class... oh no that means shes old

oh and i had to babysit my brother today! haha the first time i ever fed him dinner... and i succeeded! woohoo! haha maybe cos i bribed him with alot of drinks and promises of sweets when we got home haha but as usual, he forgot about it. lol

and i watched the movie GOAL! there! haha its my all-time favourite movie, cos i can see how newcastle united actually win alot of games and how a new hero of newcastle emerges. if only that would happen in real life... with the retirement of the namesake of this blog, newcastle now damn lousy leh. how?





anyway today my day was pretty much spent stoning at home, reading soccer news and watching movie on youtube. oh and reading up math. but that took up 15 minutes... which meant another of my plan didnt come into effect cos i planned to study for an hour today... as they say, if you fail to plan you plan to fail. but i planned! but just not enough discipline to see it through la hor haha so also fail lor. nvm i go ask teo (our math teacher) for extra remedial lessons! dont care la just pon training next week... studies more important!

then after that went online and started talking to people online. oh and we finally fixed a time and place for tomorrow so we can go work on our chinese website for our chinese project. big project la so i got a certain big teammate too, with an abnormally big head which is made in china. okay nvm hahahaha we got cheenaman for chinese project! sure get high marks already lol we going to do on food (yumyum, my favourite) in singapore and how it reflects on our culture! haha great, another project which requires alot of bullshitting, my specialty.

so tomorrow will be a day spent filming food and eating food, and pray i wont get fat. haha oh wait. i should change the sentence. pray i wont get fatter! hahahaha

today was the first time i trained in 4 days.

and i couldnt enjoy it! wahh really really unlucky man. during the drills we were challenging one another to see who can jump from the centre to beyond the edge of the post, and kaiyu tried, then couldnt make it. then i try and i jump then stretch full length and my hand went beyond the post. i was like oh yay i made it! then oh man im cramping aahahahaha my legs havent cramped since like start of the year and so when it finally cramped it was really OUCH.

so i was handicapped for the whole training after that! because i just couldnt stretch my calf muscle fully if not it would hurt real bad. id rather have like a few cramps every month just so that when i eventually cramp after like half a year it wont hurt as bad as this! haha anyway something good came out of it lor, cos i didnt have to do 100 pushups after training. lol but still had to do 100 situps... haha oh no i very slacker

haha and today our periods were really slack, which is a good thing!

and today i had tuition too which just ended la.

i think thats all about my day... how boring!

oh and regarding that tag by a certain person on my tagboard... eh i went toilet lor then i saw an sms and hey like yeah chinese paper so easy i finish already (not that ill pass though) and so i just sms la! haha okay nvm i hope chinese department doesnt see this and decide to raise the standard of the paper in the future.

today. wow. big day.

started off the morning with maths, which was definitely a good time to catch up on sleep after sleeping at 230am this morning. lol mr teo very nice dont care at all hahahaha but then again, my maths sure fail. lol must work hard!

ahaha then after math was our lit presentation! i felt that our presentation was okay la our powerpoint (yes who did it? who did it?) was quite okay la for a chionged piece of work and we had a healthy discussion with the class. after our powerpoint was class discussion. and we forgot to prepare for that... haha so impromptu-ed and of course, had the help of SPARKNOTES! yes i have to say it again! the world should be thankful to have the existence of sparknotes! haha

and then was bio. sleep sleep sleep.

recess! after that was DIE period. chinese cct! hahahaha not that can study la so i think ill do better than usual for this cct cos all the studying parts (which i usually do very badly in) all not inside. haha aiyah it was okay la dont want talk about it already

and last period was CLE in class before we went off. they again talked about zhihao's passing. why do they keep have to bring it up? everyone's trying to get over it, trying to get their lives back on track. yet they keep trying to remind us of it, dont they know we dont want to be reminded?

and i heard that an rj guy committed suicide yesterday or something. its really sad and frightening. rafflesians are just dying around me and like even though i didnt know that guy, its like so sad too. and why didnt he treasure his life? people fight so hard just to stay alive, while he take his own life, which after all, is not his own right to take? sometimes i dont understand.

i hope that people will treasure their lives more and strive to live better lives, not to end it so prematurely. appreciate others, appreciate yourselves. appreciate life.

haha thanks people... thanks for comforting me!

heyheyhey! clarify clarify clarify!

my number now is 97388554 and will be so till saturday

then after saturday itll be back to 91477482.

duno why my mother want to keep changing number... beats me too.

but not my problem, i liked my old number better too anyway.

so yeah dont spam smses k! or ill spam you back fwahahahaha

hello! i just changed my number to 97388554. EDIT EDIT EDIT! ahh wait! now my mom says that she wants to change back the number! so sorry guys! from saturday onwards its back to my old 91477482! only has 900 free smses though... hahahaha =P

and dont spam me la! i put up here cos i dont think anyone who will spam me reads this blog la hor but if you do spam me... i have 1k free smses! see who spam who more! hahahahaha

yesterday i was actually feeling quite sad la, cos i really wanted to be psl. wahh ripb damn bad la they gimme false hope already i not psl liao they still include me in their list then after they clarify then they realise im not... wahh so bad to me. anyway im feeling okay already la i shouldnt be feeling sad. last time feel sad already that i didnt get to be psl and alot of seniors talked to me and cheered me up already so ive been thinking about what they said and yeah i guess im okay la haha but i really want to be psl! or at least influence the new sec 1s somehow and like teach them whats so special about being raffles... ahh if psls need any help and i can help ill help k!

and today i ponned training to do my chinese essay and physics pt. makes the day feel so incomplete when i dont go training... so boring. but at least no piano lesson today! hahahaha thats so good so now i can start on my lit peer-teaching presentation for tomorrow when the lit presentation was due on tuesday and i was suddenly and mysteriously (needless to say, coincidentally) sick. duno why hor... haha

today was really boring la just go to school and stare at the teacher whole day and nod head all the time but never really did understand or absorb any knowledge... too tired and drained already. and its just the 3rd day of school! this is crazy. but at least we had pe today la so it was quite refreshing to have a break in between classes

anyway tomorrow is chinese cct! i hope it coincides with our lit lesson... then hehe push back some more our lit presentation so i dont have to complete it by today! lol

hehe and recently i was watching our class movie from last year class 2L and i remembered alot of old times... kinda miss my class alot. anyway i have the powerpoint that shaun randomly made that portrayed our merchant of venice production last year... one of the most memorable parts of our 2 year venture as a class. download from this link: http://www.upload2.net/page/download/KTrEZgP6I7S6NMP/movduction.ppt.html

and you look at those tags la! wahh im sure people expect my lust very high la for the seven sins quiz! i just talk alot of rubbish what nothing wrong right!

anyway, help me hope that tomorrow chinese cct clashes with lit period! then i dont have to do the peer-teaching powerpoint by today

oh and random video of my brother! haha i promised to post some time ago

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KRo1L14gEII go to this link to see

so cute lor, like his brother =D

ahh i got jacked! msn repaired itself overnight

so i mass-emailed the code to alot of people and in the end didnt need

but ohwells. its the thought that counts isnt it! haha im so kind =D


anyway, today was really boring. i was really sick la, as in really really la, if you catch my drift. then just nice right coincidentally today was me and edmund's lit peer-teaching presentation, but i wasnt around, (sick remember?) so we couldnt present. this gives us a little time to "touch up" our presentation la and make it even better right... its all for the sake of our classmates, to educate them more on the book and its themes.

haha okay i woke up at 11am and reached school at 1230pm, and the first thing i did at school was to go for dental checkup. how fun hahahaha anyway they arent the typical dentist that strikes terror into everyone's hearts.. these dentists are the crappy dentists who poke here poke there and say "hmm.. your teeth quite good. but you should brush the insides more" or some crap like that just to waste your time. but hey, not that im complaining!

haha then after dental checkup had chinese lesson for about 20 minutes before lunch. after lunch we had to meet at 2 to go for the RAFFLES AMBASSADOR SERIES, (wow!) the second in a series of talks given by ambassadors from different countries on bilateral ties and stuff like that.

i recall bullshitting alot about raffles ambassador series to parents during ri ge open house and ri open house, stuff that i dont believe myself. stuff like "enriching series of talks aimed at infusing critical thinking skills in your child and assisting them in planning for their future, to be global citizens of the next generation." or something like that la. hahahaha something i dont believe myself. but nvm

anyway the chinese ambassador was really funny! haha hes quite a joker... kept saying funny (abit lame, but hey, its a joke!) stuff to us and quite fun la, even though hes a boring speaker. and his english has the normal prc accent la, so everyone around us (i didnt say me k) was laughing at his accent. hahahaha then people like daniel lee asked some sensitive questions about piracy and stuff like that, and he looked a little less happy than before, but hey, do we care? but must say la, that ambassador seemed nice guy after all.


and yesterday, because of the msn thing, i didnt blog about my day.

stupid msn, screw up on everyone. then i was passing the code...

anyway yesterday was a boring day. the only fun thing throughout the whole day was polo in the afternoon la, when we had shooting practice. before shooting the keepers (meaning me, brian he-man and kaiyu) had to swim 200m fly, 200m free, tread water 200m, and 200m breast, all done at the same time. kinda tough, but we polo! can tahan la haha and during shooting i was quite okay la could save several close range shots...

okay thats about it for the day lol. first day of school was really really boring! got nagged by fong... duno why she likes nagging me leh my behaviour improve like mad from start of the year leh! some more i dont say vulgarities.. not like some people in class who blatantly shout at her lor! why me lor! aiya but shes quite nice la so nvm... cos she gives me like alot of extensions

haha and the much awaited video of my teacher! he really is the number 1 teacher, no sarcasm there. my favourite teacher! talk alot of rubbish in class yet teach super well. maybe with our "unique" teacher in the first half of the year, we deserved someone really good in the second half. so hey! heres him.



im not being disrespectful or anything hor i really like him!

haha oh i have just unscrewed my msn messenger!

anyway the way to unscrew it is:

Go open notepad

Then click open and open the file c/windows/system32/drivers/etc/hosts

Then at the bottom just add in

65.54.239.80 messenger.hotmail.com

65.54.239.80 dp.msnmessenger.akadns.net

and save it

then itll work.

woohoo zhemin told me... duno who genius came out with it.

but hey, i wouldnt mind if you read here and told others and credited me! =P

tomorrow will be the 5th year after 911

and im starting to realise how precious life really is. shows me how tragic 911 really was, when i didnt really understand it last time. i guess ill have to appreciate all those around me, and to treasure them fully.

today i was talking to mom when she told me about how i almost died when i was young... twice. the first time was when i was really really young like not even a year old when i fell and got a hairline fracture on my head before they rushed me to hospital.

the second one was something i still remember quite vividly. it was when i was 4 or so, when i had appendicitis. it was just like a searing pain in my stomach when my parents rushed me to hospital. they admitted me into the emergency ward and found out that i had acute appendicitis and some of the bacteria in the appendix had already affected some of the nearby internal organs. they were saying that if i had just eaten 1 more meal i would've died... even after the operation my stomach was bloated for several weeks (yes, even more bloated than it is now) and really i was like on death's doorstep...

the world was so close to losing such a great person.. okay im kidding.

anyway, these few days have shown me how fragile life really is and this isnt a bad thing. i love everyone around me more and im starting to see the good in everyone, other than that person who betrayed my friendship i shant say who but im currently bitching about that person online hahahaha okay nvm.

lief is so precious, let us enjoy it, let us treasure it. remember this.

i just finished erp 2! yes! now can slack abit before doing physics...

haha i have conformed to my study plan for the holidays.. which is slack until friday then do homework on the last two days! hahahaha

anyway im feeling happier now

and im really bored now so i did this survey

Greed:	Very Low
Gluttony:	Low
Wrath:	Low
Sloth:	Low
Envy:	Very Low
Lust:	Very Low
Pride:	Medium

Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz

Your EQ is 147

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

i never lie for both of the surveys! truly! haha

somehow in my life the priorities seems to have changed.

suddenly, winning that gold medal for waterpolo isnt so important after all. improving my gpa is the least of my concerns. now all i want to do is to treasure those around me, to know those around me better, to let them feel loved, feel treasured.

let me do my part to make the world a better place for you.


but thats not saying i wont give my all for polo! of course i will

life is about acceptance. really.

i guess everything in life happens for a reason, for a greater good. i dont know what reason would've had merited what happened to yewzee, but i hope there is. and i hope that he has gone somewhere else better, somewhere else where he is better appreciated then here our miserable earth.

i will not cry over his passing anymore... i have been feeling really sad and for every little thing that screws up on me ill feel like crying. its like the outpouring of emotions is really too great. but i guess this is the first step towards acceptance, to try and stop feeling sad for myself and for him.

yesterday night, during tuition, we were talking about euthanasia. oh man then all the emotions just came back again.. but of course nah i couldnt look like i was gonna cry or anything... im a man and i cant cry in public! okay im kidding... then it again showed me how precious life was and i guess these people dont really treasure "life" in itself. i duno, thats just my personal view after this...

albus dumbledore once said "to an organised mind, death is but the next great adventure." lets hope he was right, and let us hope that yewzee has gone somewhere better. let me stop getting sad over him, let me believe that he has gone somewhere better, let me accept it.

goodbye, for one last time, my friend.

i thought id get over the sadness after a good night's sleep.

but i guess i was wrong.

i cant get over you.

and im feeling so failure.

sigh.


later going out to library with the polo people

and the reason is yew.

i miss you. why did you have to go? i cant get over it...

someone sent me this after reading my blog and see how i was sad for the passing on of yew zhihao.

'And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away'
- Revelations 21:4

i guess this is really nice and its something that helps the accepting that he will not be around anymore. i hope anyone who reads this blog and is grieving over yew zhihao will feel this way too. he was a friend and now we must be friends to remember him, yet to accept this fact and get on with life.


let us do something for yewzee, something for his parents to remember.

Please help to pass this message on to all RI students.
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Dear Batchmates of 2007 and fellow Rafflesians,

We are very shaken and very sad at Zhi Hao's sudden departure. Most
of you would probably be feeling the same way too.

While we are all grieving at the loss of a wonderful friend and
batchmate and being overwhelmed by feelings such as the brevity of
life, unfairness, futility, sorrow, loss and pain, we would like to
propose that we recall the wonderful memories of our times with Zhi
Hao - in school, in class, in project groups, in CCAs, in org
comms , or when we were just hanging around with him in and outside
school.

Let us capture all these in a book of tributes in loving memory of
Yew Zhi Hao. It will be a book of memories, tributes, photos and
more, celebrating the life of Zhi Hao.

If you wish to contribute to this book, please follow the following
guidelines:
- Use an A4 size paper (any texture and colour)
- Draw, print, handwrite, cut, paste (let your creative juices flow)
- Use proper language, ensure that it is a fitting tribute and be
sensitive to the feelings of Zhi Hao's family
- Please contribute as many photos of Zhi Hao as possible

We will start collecting and compiling all contributions into a book
when school reopens. Paul Tern is presently away on an overseas CIP
journey, so in the meantime, please contact Jonathan Lim at
jonathanlimes@gmail.com should you need clarifications.

Zhi Hao's parents may have lost a beloved son, but let us keep
memories of Zhi Hao alive for them through this book. May this book
be a source of comfort and strength for them .

Let us do our best for a dear friend,
Paul Tern and Jonathan Lim

today we had our u18 competition, just on the day yew zhihao was cremated.

our competition started off relatively well, with our sec 3 first team being able to grind out a 1-1 stalemate with hwa chong (jc + sec 4s) in the first quarter, before the second team played in the first two minutes of the second quarter and unluckily, they scored 2 goals in quick succession. we then went back in again and held them for the rest of the time and eventually final score was 3-1. quite a respectable scoreline and a good fight from us.

second match however was against rj, eventual champions too. they were really fast, zooming here and there, creating free men and having great teamwork. they won 8-0 i think, and deservedly so too. we just couldnt focus against them la. its like before we even played we lost already... because we knew that we would be overpowered by them.

next match was against temasek poly. i didnt play this match... and we won like 7-0 or something... haha maybe that shows that everytime i play we lose! anyway yeah not bad la but that was against mediocre opposition, so not really counted.

then the last match. woah that was really heart-wrenching... against barker. the team that we were really unlucky against in the nationals, losing by a goal. and it was the same again this time. we outswam, outpassed, and outthought them throughout the entire game, but just couldnt find a breakthrough. the few times they shot i could handle... but we just couldnt find the breakthrough. we missed one on ones and straightforward shots. and in the final 5 seconds, when the rest of the team went to counter, they passed to the free man and scored. final score 1-0. then i was really devastated and cried like a little boy again.

i guess my tears were forced out after the emotions really welled up. it was compounded by yewzee's passing on, and my desire to want to do break that jinx against barker. i really wanted it.

after that i went to bedok interchange to eat, before i realised that oh no my wallet was gone! ahh haha i left it in the bus. luckily, i called mr anthony lim and he linked me to a few people that i could call before i finally got the bus driver's number. and he was really nice, he agreed to meet me at bedok and he returned me my wallet! haha thanks uncle! =]

after eating (which of course took a very short while since i was starving) i went home and my dad picked me up from the mrt station. ahh and the day ended like that. heh

oh yeah and yesterday i went tom's house to sleep! so fun! haha and we almost woke up late! hahahaha we decided to sleep at around 1145pm but we talked till around 1am i think... haha talking about random stuff that ri boys are so good at.

oh and something! i wore the SIN (singapore) cap today! with the flag behind. feels so good. i like to dream of myself wearing that and playing for singapore! okay nvm... haha

and dont worry about me la im okay already i just cried everything out then im fine. haha but i came home and realised something so now im confused again... why like that?

i just returned from chalet at st john's island

im going to his wake later...


i remember the first time i knew him was at sec 1 ge camp, and we got off really well, talking about soccer and stuff like that. then we sort of drifted apart after that and slowly became like hi-bye friends... before this year we started talking a little more again and started becoming closer. then this happened.

why did this happen? im still in shock 2 days. today his photo came out in the obituaries. i never expected something like this would happen. i guess the obituary was sort of like a realisation that hey hes gone and i wont ever see him again, wont ever talk to him again.

he was a good friend to me. and i regret not committing myself more into this friendship. all the what-ifs are flying through my head... what if i had just talked to him more, what if i had hung out with him more, what if what if...

but i guess life is just like that. so short, so sudden, so unexpected. but we have to move on. we have to move on and focus on the petty little problems in our lives again. yet something i know i will do, which is to forever have him in my memory, to never let him die in this sense, as a lasting tribute to what he has done.

au revoir, my friend, and may you rest in peace.

hey.

you have departed this world, and may you rest in peace.

i will pray for you...



his life was just taken from our midst, just like that. sometimes i wonder, is this done for a reason? his heart just got a viral attack, and there he went. dont bother asking me who it is, cos im not supposed to tell.

i knew him as a friend from ge camp, and we have kinda maintained our friendship till now. why did he have to be taken from our midst?

rest in peace, my friend.

台上一分钟，台下十年功。

i guess this chinese saying rings true... and thursday is our u18 competition! really looking forward to it! heard that they are scouting for u18 during the competition so hey... here's my opportunity! cant miss out on it man! aiming for u18 youth team next year, though its quite difficult.

ANYWAYS, 8am @ tanah merah mrt! we going saf naval base to play polo... the naval bus coming to drive us from there! 8am @ tanah merah mrt, be there or be square! hahahaha

im going to st john's island on tuesday and spend the night there! my parents rented a chalet on the island for tuesday to thursday.. but i coming back on wednesday morning for training and lit parody rehearsals before going to stay overnight at tom's house! haha tom damn nice he agreed to take me poor homeless one in cos both my parents will still be at the chalet then at home no one... at night very scary! haha i also very timid i dont dare stay at home! hahahaha and thursday morning we'll rush to tanah merah mrt to join up with the rest of the polo team...

anyway, today was a really fun day. mainly because my stupid maid had her day off and like wow dont have to see her stupid face for 1 whole day! wow! so refreshing... hahaha and i gorged myself today... ate like 4 bowls of rice for dinner ahh now im bloated.

okay good luck to ri polo team!

today so boring...

its just like a wait for night time. and im still waiting for the day to past


on a separate note, dad's back from china! yeah! haha

SUPERMAN RETURNS, PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN!

who wants?

what makes you different

Ohh oh yeah

You don’t run with the crowd
You go your own way
You don’t play after dark
You light up my day

Got your own kind of style
That sets you apart
Baby that’s why you’ve camptured my heart

I know sometimes you feel
Like you don’t fit in
And this world doesn’t know
What you have within

When I look at you
I see something rare
A rose that can grow anywhere
And there’s no one I know that can compare

Chorous:
What makes you different
Makes you beautiful
What’s there inside you
Shines through to me
In your eyes I see all the love I’ll ever need
What makes you different makes you beautiful to me

You’ve got something so real
You touched me so deep (touched me so deep)
The material things
Don’t matter to me
So come as you are
You’ve got nothing to prove
You won me with all the you do

And I wanna take this chance to say to you

Chorous

You don’t know how you’ve touched my life
Oh there’s so many ways, I just can’t describe
You taught me what love is supposed to be
It’s all the little things that made you beautiful to me

Chorous

(in background)
Everything in you is beautiful
Love you give shines right through me
Everything in you is beautiful
Beautiful to me (to me)



im sorry... im feeling emo again!

happy teachers' day!

haha today went brandon's house for a mini polo gathering... me, bra, jianying and woosheng were there. haha went brandon's house and like just cooped up in his room and started playing the xbox until like around 330pm...

after that brandon's mom drove us to the street soccer courts there near ccab and we went to play brandon's godbrother team. tom joined us at ccab and we, riwpfc (raffles institution waterpolo football club), played our third match of their season, in which it ended up in a crushing victory for us. 7-0 the scoreline as we ran out eventual winners (too bad i didnt score! nooooo) and i think this really displays our team spirit and the activities we subconsciously do to boost this team spirit... i think our team bonding really is there because like everytime we pass and dont even look at each other we know exactly where the person is gonna pass what he is gonna do... haha bodes well for our competition!

after that went home and showered then went for tuition... gave our tuition teacher presents and we all signed a card that wished her happy teachers' day! haha hope that made her day!

oh and im bayley vice capt for sports... not bad post la haha i can ask ngiam and yejie what to do and how to cope.

sorry la now im not in the mood to blog... just heard some alarming news! now i duno what to do... =(